Sunday, March 30, 2008

ABSURD TRUTH…

As I lay in my bed asleep, the morning light falls upon my face...waking me up & bringing me out from the fake world, the World of Dreams. And once again I a ready to face the Absurd Truths. This happiness which was in me suddenly gets wiped out... This happiness was the one I achieved when I was in the world of Fantasy.

Once again my heart and mind are harsh and gallant enough to face this cruel world of facts. Though I bear in my mind that there is no world which I fantasize about exists and the dream thoughts are all false, I couldn’t stop myself from being a denizen of tat world & being in those fictionary thoughts.

The people around me in this awful ,dreadful but real world, the characters that surround me , make me feel to escape from it somehow, but once more realization dawns upon me that it is impossible until there is Death waiting for “ME”..

MAKES U SMILE...!!

Its funny, tat sum small things matter d most to us. Minute things tat actually makes us Happy...

Letz put it dis way…

Wen sum one is lost in thoughts..u being d reason

Wen sumone is sad...jus bcoz u didn’t look at dem…

Wen sum one is happy...u being d “Actual reason”..

It makes u smile :)

Wen sumone gets up in d morn…n u stil on their mind

Wen sum ones looks at d flowers...n it reminds them of u...

Wen sumone is lookin at u...waitin wen u ll look at dem

Wen sumone’s thinking of u… “Of U Most of d time…”

It makes u smile :)

Wen sumone smiles at u...waiting... 4 u to return d smile…

Wen sumone is waiting 4 u...jus to spend wit u..sum time

sumones eyes searching 4 u wen u r not around...

sumones mind filled wit ur thoughts…jus UR thoughts”

It makes u smile:)

Wen u smile at sumone..tat kindly gesture..makes them happy

Wen u say a small hi to sumone…they r overwhelmed…

Wen u talk to sumone..its makes them feel they ve done it…

Wen u care for sumone..n u show it..their eyes r filled wit tears.. “Tears of joy”

IT MAKES U SMILE :)

LIFE...!!

I am HUMAN.. born with a Confused Mind, or so I feel (or did I borrow it after I was born??). I m confused as to wats happenin... Why is it happenin? Should it be happenin the way it actually is? Am I happy with the way things r goin on? Well all tat depends on perceptions. PERCEPTIONS, Ah! This is one thing that makes or mars one’s happiness, one’s life, one’s thought process.

There are things, this n that ..which people actually like or dislike. Well in my case I don’t even understand, whether I like it or I don’t or whether I m trying to like it. Wel god save me..coz thr r very less things in this world..i actually (really) like. Why so? Perception dear perception!!

When thing go d way we want, we feel happy..n wen they don’t...we aren’t. Tats life.

Once we feel tat we have no importance in this world. We don’t find a reason or a cause as to y we r here in this clumsy world. And sum times we are overwhelmed with the importance that we actually get. It seems like we have e’thing, we r important and tat people around us need us. They realize our absence and celebrate our presence. Wel as said…tats wat life is all about.

I m happy wen people smile laugh or are happy, the reason being me. I agree..i agree tat I laugh at things n I smile most of the times. But I feel all this is fake, and I jus living..living my life in a Vanity Fair.

Vanity Fair??

Well yes, the fair in which nobody is true, no body is themselves. We pretend to be something tat we actually r NOT…jus gaga about ourselves...U ask me Y?? well thr lies d mystery.

The mystery behind people, the mystery called LIFE!!