Heartfelt Desire..!!

He, dreaming about her…while passing through the farms..

Found a tiny yellow rose in the leaf’s arms..

He plucked the rose…to present it to her

To make her understand, he is in need of a friend like her

With all the hope that she would accept it,

He headed towards the rock, where she always used to sit.

He found her there and sat by her side

In a fix whether to give the rose or to hide

For minutes he gave nothing more than a smile.

When she got up saying, he is waiting for her at a mile

The yellow rose fell from his hand in a moment

And was crushed by the pressure of disappointment

She passed by his way to meet him. Who’s he?

Looking at the rose lying down there... he fell on his knees..

Well there was a reason behind his disappointment..

Coz it was not only friendship that the tiny yellow rose meant

Again he stands for her in the way..

Near the rock where the crushed yellow rose lay..

He was waiting for her in anxiety, with his eyes close..

Holding a rose in his hand…and this time…A RED ROSE!!

As U Know...

There was that time, when I had you beside me

And to spend time with you, I was always free

After long we were close to each other

And myself feeling I ve nothing in life to bother

The troubles in front of me, I could never see,

As you know…’I started liking your company’

Then there was time when you always used to tease,

But your charming ways, helped me to ease

There was no day I never missed U

And there was every night, I thought of U

Then time passed quickly, me being glee.

As you know…’I started loving your company’

This is the time, due to which I now regret,

Coz, the sun in my heart, started to set...

You are gone...gone and lost in the dark

You are off, without leaving behind your sign or mark

Now the days for me are like years you see...

As you know... ’I started missing your company’

Now this is the time…I keep consoling my poor soul...

Coz I feel, in the play of life I am left with a blank role

The only role being…searching for you here and there

Coz you never knew how much for U... I do care

In my face you’d find pain and agony

As you know... ’I started awaiting your company’

Crown Thy Love...

This was written years backkkk....

You stole my heart & deserted me,
I do, to come back alwayz plea..

To say you are my only love..
But to express I dont find words now.

I think of you, at dusk.. at dawn...
Awaiting your arrival, my love to crown.

If you are the sweet little heart...
Then I m your feeling deep, that never depart

If you are the sun, found so high...
Then I am the sunshine in you that lie.

Ask the sky the moon the tree...
They ll witness my everlasting love for thee.

Me mesmerized by your words your ways...
Alwayz expect you to be mine by God's grace.

When you are lonely with the sadness in the mind you bear..
I ll stand by your side to remind..there's some one your sorrows to share.

When comes the time for you...to sit on the throne..
I select the place beside you..to make you know you are not alone.

Looking ahead for the day when my "Love will Shine"
Loving you, 'I dont think it to be a crime'
So I wish to say "Accept my heart ...its no longer mine"

The Damsel...!!

Now this was written when i was in my eighth..so kindly bear..;)

She smilingly passed with the flowing robes in cream,
Resembling the smile on the lips of dream..
Seeing the beauty I was attracted to her,
who was more beautiful than a blooming flower.

I wished to talk to her greatly...
but she whispered something in my ears sweetly...
Do you want to know what she said??
She asked me to accompanu her to the river bed.

She took me there and gifted me with gold,
Seeing it my hand went cold...
Suddenly came a handsome youth loitering around,
who fell frustrated on the ground...

Ran down the damsel to help the youth,
who was carrying an old flute.
She left me all alone in the dark..
where I would hear the wild dogs bark..

I could hear the animals howls..
and the sound of snake when it crawls
I was afraid and so gave a scream..
Oh!! actually it was a DREAM!!

heheh do i find u on the ground in fits of laughter...well that was me then :)

ABSURD TRUTH…

As I lay in my bed asleep, the morning light falls upon my face...waking me up & bringing me out from the fake world, the World of Dreams. And once again I a ready to face the Absurd Truths. This happiness which was in me suddenly gets wiped out... This happiness was the one I achieved when I was in the world of Fantasy.

Once again my heart and mind are harsh and gallant enough to face this cruel world of facts. Though I bear in my mind that there is no world which I fantasize about exists and the dream thoughts are all false, I couldn’t stop myself from being a denizen of tat world & being in those fictionary thoughts.

The people around me in this awful ,dreadful but real world, the characters that surround me , make me feel to escape from it somehow, but once more realization dawns upon me that it is impossible until there is Death waiting for “ME”..

MAKES U SMILE...!!

Its funny, tat sum small things matter d most to us. Minute things tat actually makes us Happy...

Letz put it dis way…

Wen sum one is lost in thoughts..u being d reason

Wen sumone is sad...jus bcoz u didn’t look at dem…

Wen sum one is happy...u being d “Actual reason”..

It makes u smile :)

Wen sumone gets up in d morn…n u stil on their mind

Wen sum ones looks at d flowers...n it reminds them of u...

Wen sumone is lookin at u...waitin wen u ll look at dem

Wen sumone’s thinking of u… “Of U Most of d time…”

It makes u smile :)

Wen sumone smiles at u...waiting... 4 u to return d smile…

Wen sumone is waiting 4 u...jus to spend wit u..sum time

sumones eyes searching 4 u wen u r not around...

sumones mind filled wit ur thoughts…jus “UR thoughts”

It makes u smile:)

Wen u smile at sumone..tat kindly gesture..makes them happy

Wen u say a small hi to sumone…they r overwhelmed…

Wen u talk to sumone..its makes them feel they ve done it…

Wen u care for sumone..n u show it..their eyes r filled wit tears.. “Tears of joy”…

IT MAKES U SMILE :)

LIFE...!!

I am HUMAN.. born with a Confused Mind, or so I feel (or did I borrow it after I was born??). I m confused as to wats happenin... Why is it happenin? Should it be happenin the way it actually is? Am I happy with the way things r goin on? Well all tat depends on perceptions. PERCEPTIONS, Ah! This is one thing that makes or mars one’s happiness, one’s life, one’s thought process.

There are things, this n that ..which people actually like or dislike. Well in my case I don’t even understand, whether I like it or I don’t or whether I m trying to like it. Wel god save me..coz thr r very less things in this world..i actually (really) like. Why so? Perception dear perception!!

When thing go d way we want, we feel happy..n wen they don’t...we aren’t. Tats life.

Once we feel tat we have no importance in this world. We don’t find a reason or a cause as to y we r here in this clumsy world. And sum times we are overwhelmed with the importance that we actually get. It seems like we have e’thing, we r important and tat people around us need us. They realize our absence and celebrate our presence. Wel as said…tats wat life is all about.

I m happy wen people smile laugh or are happy, the reason being me. I agree..i agree tat I laugh at things n I smile most of the times. But I feel all this is fake, and I jus living..living my life in a Vanity Fair.

Vanity Fair??

Well yes, the fair in which nobody is true, no body is themselves. We pretend to be something tat we actually r NOT…jus gaga about ourselves...U ask me Y?? well thr lies d mystery.

The mystery behind people, the mystery called LIFE!!